The Virgin Suicides

What happened to you, Nicolas?

I am really, really pissed off. I will seriously lose it one day, so don’t trigger me. And when that time comes, it ain’t gonna be pretty.

‘Cuz you ain’t got nothin’ on me.

I think He hates me.
Things have just got from bad to worse… and it hurts so badly.
IN.YOUR.FACE.

When will it end?

Let's lose our virginity.

Just a quick update before I actually visit this blog again for a really long time.

It seems that the September holidays haven’t been too bad with all the studying sessions with K at the airport and 20/08 in school. There have been times where I really went “Why do we torture ourselves like this everyday?” That’s what happens when you forgo sleep and camp at the airport and return home zombie-fied the next day. But I guess K summed it up the best, simply:

“It’s because we’re all students.”

Uh-huh. And this is a shout-out to anyone who wants to do overnight studying at the airport sometime… just give me a ring! Your personal airport tour guide is here to help you find the best studying spots and give you suggestions on where to fill your tummy. That was lame…

And thanks to K, B, and A for studying at the airport with me on Monday. Thanks so much, credit to B for putting in the effort for rallying us together. Appreciate it!

Oh and I wanna add that it is truly amazing when you decide to sms your friend (whom I haven’t met in months) some random message and find out that you’re both studying at the airport after a few sms exchanges! It’s really so coincidental, I’m speechless. Anyways, thanks for the chat with me that day, Matt. All the best for P’s yeah? By the way I hope your friend has recovered from the trauma that day!

Okays I shall shut up now. Good luck all for everything! Au revoir et bon chance!

XO.

P.S. This is my 200^th post on this blog!

40 Reasons Not To Eat

I'm finally blogging again after so long.
Blogger's been a bitch to me... could not post anything at all!
I had planned to post this since... 8 August!

Got this off Dan's blog! Thanks for the entertaining post!

1. You will be FAT if you eat today. Just put it off one more day.
2. You don't NEED food.
3. Fat people can't fit everywhere.
4. Guys will be able to pick you up without struggling.
5. You'll be able to run faster without all that extra weight holding you back.
6. People will remember you as the 'beautiful thin one.'
7. If someone has to describe you, they'll say, 'oh, she weighs like 100, 110 lbs.'
8. Guys will want to get to know you, not laugh at you and walk away.
9. Starving is an example of excellent willpower.
10. You will be able to see your beautiful, beautiful bones.
11. Bones are clean and pure. Fat is dirty and hangs on your bones like a parasite.
12. If you eat, you'll look like those disgusting, fat, ghetto and trailer-trash hookers on Jerry Springer.
13. The models that everyone claim are beautiful, the spitting image of perfection, are any of them fat? ... NO....
14. Too many people in America are obese.
15. People who eat are selfish and unrealistic.
16. Only fat people are attracted to fat people. Do you want pigs to like you because you are one of them?
17. Anyone can have 'inner beauty,' but few can earn real beauty, inside as well as out.
18. You'll be able to move as quietly and skillfully as a spider.
19. Only thin people are graceful.
20. If you slap a fat person, you can see a shockwave ripple over their skin. That's disgusting.
21. Do you want people to say, 'For god's sake get off of me, you're crushing me; I can't breathe!' or 'You are soo light.' ?
22. Underweight, a.k.a. perfect body.
23. Ballerina? Or beanbag?
24. I want to be light enough so a helium balloon could lift me and carry me to the clouds. . .like in my reoccurring dream I love that dream.
25. I want to walk in the snow and leave no footprints.
26. Starve off the parts you don't need. They're ugly and drag you down.
27. Nothing can't be fixed with hunger and weightloss.
28. Saying 'No, thanks,' to food is saying 'Yes, please,' to THIN!
29. Fat people are so huge, people see through them and it's like they don't exist.
30. The only time people notice a fat person is when they get in the way of that beautiful thin girl walking by. (I know that one sounds horrible)(Oh well)
31. Have you ever seen a person NOT notice a walking skeleton?
32. Nothing tastes as good as thin feels.
33. Is food more important than happiness in life? Your appearance to others?
34. Eating is conforming.
35. When you start to get dizzy and weak, you're almost there.
36. Hunger is your friend and it won't betray you like food.
37. Food is mean and sneaky. It tricks you into eating it and it works on you from the inside out, making you fat, bloated, ugly, and unhappy.
38. Think of anorexia as your secret weapon.
39. If you can name one reason to be fat, I will name a million to be skinny. I'll name them even if you can't find a reason to be fat.
40. Thin people look good in ANY kind of clothes.

Time to get rid of the jiggy from my tummy!

On another note, good luck to all facing Prelims this week!
All the best! (:

Manifestations

The story of the stone cutter:
There was once a stone cutter who was dissatisfied with himself and with his position in life.

One day he passed a wealthy merchant’s house. Through the open gateway, he saw many fine possessions and important visitors. “How powerful that merchant must be!” thought the stone cutter. He became very envious and wished that he could be like the merchant. To his great surprise, he suddenly became the merchant, enjoying more luxuries and power than he had ever imagined, but envied and detested by those less wealthy than himself.

Soon a high official passed by, carried in a sedan chair, accompanied by attendants and escorted by soldiers beating gongs. Everyone, no matter how wealthy, had to bow low before the procession. “How powerful that official is!” he thought. “I wish that I could be a high official!” Then he became the high official, carried everywhere in his embroidered sedan chair, feared and hated by the people all around.

It was a hot summer day, so the official felt very uncomfortable in the sticky sedan chair. He looked up at the sun. It shone proudly in the sky, unaffected by his presence. “How powerful the sun is!” he thought. “I wish that I could be the sun!” Then he became the sun, shining fiercely down on everyone, scorching the fields, cursed by the farmers and laborers.

But a huge black cloud moved between him and the earth, so that his light could no longer shine on everything below. “How powerful that storm cloud is!” he thought. “I wish that I could be a cloud!” Then he became the cloud, flooding the fields and villages, shouted at by everyone.

But soon he found that he was being pushed away by some great force, and realized that it was the wind. “How powerful it is!” he thought. “I wish that I could be the wind!” Then he became the wind, blowing tiles off the roofs of houses, uprooting trees, feared and hated by all below him.

But after a while, he ran up against something that would not move, no matter how forcefully he blew against it - a huge, towering rock. “How powerful that rock is!” he thought. “I wish that I could be a rock!” Then he became the rock, more powerful than anything else on earth.

But as he stood there, he heard the sound of a hammer pounding a chisel into the hard surface, and felt himself being changed. “What could be more powerful than I, the rock?” he thought.

He looked down and saw far below him the figure of a stone cutter.

Perhaps - even more important than the ability to manifest your desires is the insight to realize that they are no better than what you already have. Not better, not worse - just different.

Poker Face

往往人生有了更多， 却越来越寂寞，

如果我们可以用一句"无所谓"面对它，那会多么的美好。

Retail therapy yesterday was supposed to be post-JCTs catharsis for me. Sadly, it turned out the other way round. I felt stressed while shopping at Orchard Tangs. I had $80 worth of Tangs vouchers to splurge but on the condition that the items were nett priced. Well imagine how hard it was to buy things when most of the damn items were on discount. I felt so miserable every time I picked out something, only to have my heart sink when I saw the discount tags. *sigh*

In the end I got myself a new polo tee and a wallet so I guess it wasn’t too bad in the end. But still! I saw this uber-sex metallic shoes and they were about $300 and it was 70% off! I want! I shall earn big bucks next time so I can shop without looking at price tags in the future. Yes yes I will.

And fuck headaches that have been plaguing me the entire week.
I hope this week turns out good. Hail Mary!

I shall post a few videos for y’all to watch to help y’all de-stress okay? ‘Cos they helped me. Enjoy!

Lady Gaga explains 'Poker Face' - Friday Night With Jonathan Ross - BBC One

Charlie The Unicorn